Amra ki nijeke chini???

Amra manus ra ak odvut jeeb. Manus mane naki maan r hush. Kintu sotti e ki tai?? Amra ki jani amra ki chai?? Jodi jani e tobe ato kasto keno sobar jibone?? Aj manus ak jontochalito jeeb e porinoto hoeche. Projukti-r sathe sathe manus er chahidao bere choleche din din. Tai aj amader ke ei prosner mukhomukhi darate hoi- “Proffessional life na Personal life konta besi important?? “ Amra e ki er jonno dayi noi?? Prosno ke matha chara diye othar prosroy to amrai kore diechi. Nijeder ke nijera na chine.

Amader dukhher prodhan karon amra nijerai. Othocho kichu manus ke ami dekhechi koto obolila krome nijeder dosh onner opor chapiye nirbikar thake. Ke nebe er daivar?? Dosh jokhon korecho daivar eriye jaoa keno??

Ajkal manus er sob chai. Dukhher prodhan karon kintu amader chahida, na vul bollam akash kusum chahida. Tobe ki amra sopno dekhbo na?? Ashay buk badhbo na??

Obosso e sob korbo, sob pabo kintu bastober matite pa rekhe. Ta jeno odhora ke dhorte chaoa na hoi! Kintu amra seta e aj vule gechi.

Somporker usnota aj prithibi theke lupto prai. Amrao kemon jeno onuvutiheen nirlipto ak jontro.

Kintu tobu amader pashe niye cholar jonno songi/songini chai. Keno??? Na amar bondhu-bandhobi-der ache!! R amar thakbena?? Tar mane to ami pechiye gelam tike thakar loraiye. Ta to hote deoa chole na. Opor meru te dariye thaka manus tar sathe amar manoshikota miluk r nai miluk, nahoi holo e raat-din jhogra kintu tobu prem to akta holo,show-off to kora gelo take niye kota din??Amar ijjot ta to tike thaklo bondhuder samne!! Ei bostutir nam “EGO” orthat ego problem. R jodi kono karone prem ta na teke tahole opor meru te obosthan kari manus tar opor e je sob daivar chaipiye debo seta ar nischoi bolar opekhha rakhe na!

Kintu bondhura dosh jar e hok hote pare amar, hote pare opor prante obosthankari manus tar o. Kintu prem ta jokhon dujone mile korecho, cholar poth jokhon nijera e thik korecho, tokhon vangle dujonei tar daivar na niye eriye jao keno?? Tobe ki eta ego-r name valobasa noi?? R jodi ba mene ni je opor pranter manus tar e sob dosh, tahole o bolbo, tumi boka hote na chaile, keu ki tomay jor kore boka banate pare?? Sujog ta to tumi e kore diyecho take. Ki kore daoni?? Khub ki vul bollam?? Ektu vebe dekho to…

Amar ak bondhu bole onuvuti-r bapare naki nischit vabe kichu bola jaina.Kintu ami bolbo jodi nai bujhe thako tahole opor pranter manus ke bibroto kora kano?? Tumi jodi eta bojho j tumi baba-ma-r modhhe kake besi valobaso tahole eta bojha ta kothin keno bolcho?? Ma-baba ke valobasar modhhe ki onuvuti thakena, tar mane bolte chao??

Tai bolchi nijeder ke age cheno, jano, bojho. Tarpor onno manus ke kichu bolo. Na bujhe sune kau ke kichu bola uchit noi. Tate cholar poth bikhhipto hoye jai. Tomar o kosto, tomar kacher manus der o kasto. Somossa theke palano mane somadhan theke nijer durotto barano. Nijer mukhomukhi darate sekho. Karon jibon e ontoto akbar holeo manus ke nijer bibeker kache jobabdihi korte e hoi. To seta aj hole, khoti ki?? Tumi sobar kach theke nijeke lukiye rakhte paro, sobar kach theke nijeke aral kore o rakhte paro, kintu nijer kach theke paliye jabe kothay?? Tokhon tar daivar chapabe kar opor?? Kokhono vebe dekhecho ki???

R valobasar manus?? Tar nam tomar mone e lekha ache. Nijeke chinle, tomar valobasar manus ta ke setao poriskar vabe,nischit vabe bujte parbe, take o chinte parbe. Tao jodi na chinte paro nijer chokh bondho kore dekho, ki dekte pachho? kothao ki dekte pachho take?? Jodi na pao janbe jake valo lage se sudhu e tomar moho, r kichu na, ja samoik anondo dai, r kichu na . Chok khule prothom surjer kiron jokhon tomar chok jholse dai, kar kotha tomar mone ase sobar age?? Janbe se e tomar valobasar manus.Tai abar o bolchi sobar age nijeke chena ta besi gurutto purno….

Moner akash meghla thakle, surjo ke dakha jaina, karon ta amader vetore e thake. Sukh nije theke ese dhora daina karo kache… Sukher sothik sondhan korte jante hoi. Amader sukh amara nijera e, amader dukhher karon o amra e. Nije valo na thakle, kau k valo rakha jaina. Bondhu ra moner sob kalima muche, sob sonkirnota vule, sob ovimaan, sob dukhho vule, moner chokh diye prithibi ta ke dakho, dakho eta khub sundor….Notun aloy jholmole akta notun din opekhha kore ache sudhu tomar e jonno… sudhu seta onuvob koro akta poriskar faka mon niye, duto sopnonil chokh diye sobuj-er anondo nao, ghran nao prithibir, kan pete sono notun-er gaan….r???? aro onek kichu…………sudhu onuvob kore jao…sob jhorjol er din er kotha vule….

Jhorjol to thakbe e tabole ki amra bristi k valobasbo na??Ei j kodin age e Gyaneshwari Express-e ja hoe gelo… tabole ki amra ar “Ku-jhik-jhik” kore train e chepe barate jabona?? Rastay durghatona hole ki poth chola bondho kore debo???

Na………. taito?? Tobe?? Ondhokar to thakbe e. Ondhokar er modhhe to akta notun surjo lukie thake. Nirasar majhe e to ashar ghor. Tobe amra keno theme thakbo?Jibon mane to cholomanota, cholos-soktihinota mrittu-r samil.

Chok bondho kore nijeke oi jayga tay niye jao jokhon tumi prothom tomar du chokh diye ei prithibi ta k dekhechile………….Mone pore??? Ma-er koler uttap?? Prothom sneho ar valobasar manus er sporso, onuvob korte chesta koro, dekhbe mon halka hobe….prottek ta din k nijer nabo jonmo hisebe vabo, dekbe bachte valo lagbe…

Jotodin somvob nijer sishu mon ta k bachie rekho, dekbe valo thabe, bissas koro valo thakbe .....

Akjon sishu-r mon diye j prithibi ta k onuvob korte jane, se valo thakte badhho .....

Akjon sishu-r chokh diye je ei prithibi ta k dekhte jane se valo thakte badhho…